September 5, 2007

• i found my conversation with someone last night to be pretty funny. we came to the same conclusion, in very different ways.

  i find it interesting that we as humans have this inane need to be better, but we falter, then proceed back to where we started, then try to advance before we fall again.

  this lady i was talking to last night told me about her weekend. nice and easy, went out of town, ate some good food, slowed things down, caught up on sleep…… perfect for what she needed. realized the hectic life of a corporate slaves was killing her from the insides out. what she needed was to recenter, regroup and charge forward. get some exercise in, eat better, have more time for herself.

   

  though i only spent a very short time in vegas over the weekend, as usual, things were fun, but i swear its getting pretty old for me. no seriously, my life has been “vegas” for the last 15 odd years.

  yeah dood, i drank soooo much, i threw up in the bathroom, hooked up with some random chick i met at tao…. dood her buddy was all can i come too, she was hot. i did lines off her ass…. sooooo coool man. woohoo vegas!!!!

  i call that a tuesday night.

  ehhh yeah. so sad now, id rather go see a show than go clubbing with people born in the fucking 90s.

  i digress. so yeah after another vegas trip, i find myself having the need to refocus my energy, redefine my existence…… crazy shit, i ran around my neighborhood for some cardio, did some situps, pushups, stationery bike for more cardio, and lifted some weights.

  (this was all throughout the night)

  in between all this, i get a call from a buddy.

  hey, man this drinking every night again is killing me. ive gained so much weight, i feel like shit…etcetc i need to get my life back.

  hey man i told you we were gonna get to this stage in life, its expected after… you know what happens, now you gonna sober up, clean up, and get back right on track…. thats how it goes, remember?

   

  and it keeps pushing on and on and on.

  such a nice day, gonna play hookie soon, get my little workout in then go for some pleasant evening beers. nice.

  • 3:48 pm
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